Grounded

This frickin sucks talk about being bored when my best friend isnt online early in the morning in till her class online starts at 9. Well now shes grounded for a few days no skype,no fb, and no phone. Now im going to be epically bored and she needs me right now or her own thoughts will destroy her. I misss u bestie/sis, i love u 2

Birthday

Well im writing in orange today because its my favorite color. My title is birthday because my birthday is in 16 days on october 12th and i will be 16. Time has passed by so fast i have lived almost 16 years, i cant believe it. I dont really except i cnt wait till b-daY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Friend

Well i haven't written on here in awhile but that doesn't mean i don't care about you guys. Well i found 2 days ago that my best friends cousin died. He was running from the police cause they had there lights on and he ran into a semi. That doesn't matter though so i went to the website she told me to go to and people were saying the rudest of things for example: that's another jerk off the street, what a dumbass. My best friend saw what they said, how could people be so rude? That was my best friends cousin. What if it was there family? Huh would they want people saying that about there family hell no. If they don't want it said about there family then don't say it about somebodies else family. I love you Treneria Powell your my best friend and will always be, I dedicate  this post to you. I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Confidence

Well to start off how is everybody today? My day is going great thanx for asking lmafo. Well i was thinking while watching my favorite movie Julie&Julia. Well back to the flash back, i had a flash back today to 7th grade when i had really long hair and there was there was this one part of my hair i couldnt reach so i didnt brush it and my mom said brianna you need to brush all of your hair and i still didnt brush that part and she made me cut all my hair off so i was bald. I was thinking during that year when i was bald i didnt get made fun of and i walked around with such confidence and i didnt even realize i didnt have hair, i was juat being me and people accepted me even without hair. The thing that confuses me so much is i walked around not caring what people thought about me and walked with confidence and i was respected by people i didnt even notice i was bald, and now that i have hair and now a sophomore i am caring what people think and not just walking with confidence. Weird.....

TGIF

Thank God Its Friday is how i feel today. I just burnt part of my finger helping my grandma (53) bleach her hair and got it all over my neck dang does it burn (lolz). Now im over here typing and sweating to death lolz. So how was everybody's day . Well my mine was good, my mom is really mad because i do virtual school and i missed a monthly update call so my teacher locked me out so i told my mom and not there treating me like crap and saying that there gonna kick me out of that class cause i haven't turned work in but that's not my fault my mom has called her 3 days in a row and she hasn't called back. So my moms pissed because they plan on kicking me out next week and sending an F on my transcript all because my teacher wont answer the dang phone ( and that's suppose to be my fault because my mom didn't answer the phone the first time she called because she was at work.) Hell no, i don't think so. Anyone agree if you believe its my teachers or my moms please comment below with mom or teacher?. Also another question please comment on how your day was today?

Pain

Today im so tired my backs killing me and feel like doing nothing. but im pushing on. I went shopping yesterday and cried a little because some clothes didn't fit and it made me upset but that doesn't matter anymore the good thing is i went to another store and found the most beautiful skirt. I have been wanting one of those types of skirts before but could never find them in my size and now i have. It made my day. :)

Dad

Well today is my dads 36 birthday. I always remember how old he is because his always one year older then my mom. Dad i know we never saw each other much because you and mom didn't like each other anymore but that doesn't mean i stopped caring we never spent a birthday together except one and it was my birthday. You may be deceased now but that doesn't mean i forgot about you. Love you Dad. 

Trust

I wanna trust my friends but all i can think of is them betraying me. I smile and pretend and say yea i trust you but in the back of my head im thinking yea right if i tell you something everyone's gonna know. Im just scared to trust anyone i always try and find a reason to push someone away. I feel like i have all of my friends trust but i can reciprocate the same trust to them. Is it just me or am i putting up to many walls and not letting anyone in because im scared there going to hurt me.